Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the boy who kisses your forhead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."
So im 16 now bitches :)!! my birthday was pretty tight i got a limo and we went to san fran and then partied at bris after...i failed my license test but i now got it :)!!! i hate stupid sluts who like to get with the guy you like but hey w.e....spring break is coming up in like a week im sooo stoked....but ya im out Payce!!
But on the brightside im pretty sure my birthday will be kick ass becuz im gettin a limo and going to san fran and gettin fucked up well maybe to the fucked up part lol :).
oh and i get my license on march 4th and my berday is MARCH 1st....8 DAYS BITCHES!!!
So i had this tight entry but this thing is gay w.e....Basically im just depressed as always...So is stressful and just ppl are annoying me lately. I dont no what to do about sadies, who to ask? :-/ I had the cutest idea to ask some1 but that will not work. I just hella like them and this sucks ass. Guys are gay and Drama. So Travis is coming home in like 2 weeks im excited, Trav dont worry about everything youll be ok no worries :). Everything has just changed so much last year i miss it alot. I want my old seniors back, i want my old friends, I want to be the youngest again. I want Garrett and Danny back to the way they use to before they started acting to cool for me. I want it back to wen i would kick it with tyler and jake and danny and jason and jamie and shaun and all of em. But i can wish all i want but its not gonna happen. I wish one day I would wake up and this would all be a dream. This year has just not been that great or exciting i miss everything else. Even though i wanna drive soon lol. B-Robbins is kinda gay i wanna job kinda at Tri Valley Gymnastics but who noes. Tyler moved to Sacramento and Jake moved to Columbia kinda weird i miss em. Today we had a Trial in history and i got to be a lawyer hehe i cant wait till im older and go to UCLA and become a lawyer and marry the man of my dreams it will be great :) hmph *aaaaa* Its all just a sweet sweet fantasy baby....Well im done ranting and raving im out. </3>COMMENT IF YOU HAVE SOMETHING GOOD TO SAY TO ME PLEASE :)
So lots and lots has happened since i have last updated it is no practically febuary...i got really faded for the first time, becky turned 16, had more drama with kris and jackie, had finals, changed classes, busted my ass off in cheer, basketball games, winter ball, leadership drama (let me tell you), and more kris. So New years was awesome at amandas house and just great. Rick has a new truck now and crashed his old car today with becky :-/ there ok now but i wont get into that. Kris and jackie have broken up many of times and yes i still like him kinda. Winterball was a success well not the way i planned but fun. Finals well they werent great except history which i achieved my goal of a A on the final yes!! Becky was gonna beable to get her license thurs but now has to wait till the 15th and i get to drive in 1 month!!! We are now not going to competition for cheer but were having fun now wut a surprise. I performed in the ampatheater in front of the whole skool this candyland dance outside in the cold in a skirt it was horriable. Basketball well were losing lol. Sadies is coming up and i think i dont no who im gonna ask but ya i have so many cute ways to ask. Cheer is also coming to an end :( which is sad we have 2 varsity nite and lunch things left. I got a new fone finally but its shit. But ya i gotta go eat so ill update more lata with pics and i promise there will be some that i havent lost since my dad redid my computer!! outie!!!
So ive been gettin into these little quizes lately as u can tell lol....but ya ne ways so i guess some one called me stupid like i wasnt smart when im not really that dumb actually im not so w.e...theres been some drama with some certain girls and guy...and it was all becuz i liked him but we wont get into that...Trav gave me some good advice and helped alot...Travs coming home in 9 days woot woot!! damn i cant wait....so i got myspace and its pretty cool....LJ is gettin kinda boring now :-/ and life is just blah....grades r doing ok i guess i could be doing ALOT better lets just say that....and dont even get me started on GUYS!! ugh they ruin my life and run me in circles lol....cheer is kinda gay and gettin frustrating...competition is jan.30th which is really soon and so is winter break and the deca dance is this friday...im also goin to LA next weekend with becky and kt woot woot im kinda excited i guess not to fun tho but hey w.e....X-mas is coming up we got our tree and i dont think ill be gettin very many presents lol...I mean no offense to soccer players or ne thing cuz i do love you girls and the game of soccer but i really use to have alot of respect for soccer players but i dont have much ne more becuz they like to make fun of the cheerleaders and kick soccer balls at us and expect us to scream and run when i fuckin catch that shit and kick it back to them so hard to prove them wrong...seriously dont knock it till u try it cuz honestly untill i started doin cheer i didnt think it was much of a sport till i did it and trust me its just as hard as soccer...really if cheers not a sport then wut is cuz soccer all u do is kick a ball and run and push wooaahhh watch out!!...well thats all for now i gotta get ready for the football banquet!! aight then im out!!!
This year thanksgiving was held at My uncle Todd and Aunt Leslies house.....It was a gloomy day outside but a ton of laughter in the inside....Let me just tell you my cousins=a handfull....now enough of me talking heres lots of pics to show you some of what my thanksgiving was like: ( Enjoy. )
So i decided to delete my most recent entry becuz it was causing to much drama and im done with it...basically it should just be between me and them and they helped me realize that so im sorry girls i still love you guys no matter what more than ne thing if i coulda i woulda locked so only u guys could no how i was feeling so i deleted it...but still thank you to all of you that wrote HELPFUL comments and were nice about it i love you guys....also i love you guys kiely, dan, britt, BB....thanks for being understanding bout all of it and for taking me in hahaha i sound homeless....so last nite i watched honey and the blair witch project at bucks it was fun but scarey!!! then today i worked with sami and we went and got lunch after and she took me around in her awesome car....so ive realized my mom is kinda one of my best friends besides becky lol even tho my mom can be a loser and fucking reatrded sumtimes shes still always gonna be there for me no matter wut and i love her....and i realized that things change and ppl do and theres always flaws to every1 u cant fix or change that u just need to get use to....no matter what happens even wen we get in fights or we un trustworthy and unreliable, we still care about eachother enuff to pull thro and realize the faults so i love every1 and sumtimes i cant wait for college but i realized high skool will be the best times of my life and i just need to live it up!! so im out...
I love the L2!!!
and i love my 3 lil musketeers!!!
<3Danya :)
clumsyone 174: hay danya.. i dont know the whole story.. but the "girls" just need to learn the hard way that youre a cool girl whose fun to hang out with.. hope you have a good day.. late.<<< not meaning ne thing bad to the girls at all but that meant alot becca and i still love ya girl!!
Blah...so its sunday nite and i have hella hw to do but of course im procrastinating baaaa!!! so friday we won the football game woot woot fo sho!! this coming up friday is granada im excited...were doin a dance with the granada cheerleaders for half time and then rally will be tight except the dance team wants to supposeably challenging us lol....had to work all weekend like usual but hey im making more money and working 3 days now kinda lol this week no skool thurs and friday yes!!! the varsity squad is coming to my house on friday first were having breakfast at ihop then gettin ready at mine before the game...lets see soo sat i went to kris' with mel and kt then we went to brits then to chases and then me dan bam kath and kt drove around gettin slurpees and singing it was fun then went back to chases and talked me and kyle were laying next to eachother talking on the sidekicks it was nerdy but funny but cute lol :] then we went to dan bams me kie mel and kt slept there it was hella fun!! i gotta say i love all those girls i was with last nite!!! we gotta do it again soon!!...so i best be goin love ya'll...out.
Well i had a entry my comp is gay and deleted so ill rewrite it:
Been awhile...Well not much has happened, Football is doin bad like usual, theres only 2 more games left of this season, Grades r ok only one c but i need to get that up for college...we had a college fair and i got stuff from all the universitys im interested in but ive got to tell u UCLA has my vote right now and they have a Law program...I got a car!!! there was sum controversy with that,ill have pics for it next entry and pics of halloween...halloween was this weekend and it was fun sat. i was a pimp at mels party lol and last nite i was a bunny :)...Jake and Tylers friend Buddy is really hott :-D but quite old so we'll see how that goes... i met a hott senior from cal lets just say mmmm lol....Granada game is in 2 weeks im excited, kt hurt her arm so she cant cheer, it seems like all the long time couples r breaking up lately :-/ its sad....no guy tho for me so nothing really exciting has happened except that i got a car :-D...snowboarding will start soon im really excited for that havent been in a while so ya...New princess layout cuz i really like the disney princesses hehe...my class ring came in like 2 weeks ago its really cute...but thats it for now till next time peace im outty!!
This weekend was hc!!! it was fucking sick!! i think that was one of my favorite dances wayyyy better then last yr!! we lost the game of course but by not that much hehe...Fridays rally went pretty well and the float part was ok we got 3rd and the jrs won with mardigra it was a sick float...some drama went on but i really dont wanna talk about that right now...after the dance we went to christas it was pretty kool kinda funny lol...it hella sucked tho i had to work the next day and i only got 2 hrs of sleep that nite...i danced with sum1 special actually 2 special returnees and it was freaking awesome...Today was horriable cuz i was soo tired and i had to go to the dentist and got my face numbed haha...wed. is fall retreat so i dont really have skool were just chillen at this chicks house im stoked...travis came out it was the highlight of my weekend i miss him sooo much man do i love that guy!!!...christy yadon and cody guymon won king and queen...but i have lots of hw that still needs to be done and im falling asleep lol...still trying to figure out how to do the pics with the click link untill then no pics i have tons to put up!!!...payce out...
Some 80s shit that i was listening to in kts car once lol!!
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So tonite=gayness to the max....i had to work all day which wasnt that bad i guess, i made my mommy a cake it was her berday hehe...went out to dinner tonite for her berday it was fun and then me and kt and cass went to kts andd got ditched no big deal lol so i just came home....but let me tell u kts dad=funny shit hahaha...lets get retarded haha wheres the sharks? (in kts retard voice), u aint seeing shit hahaha funniest shit ever we'll be chillin in my crizzal lol...Wow my raps= great times, i would smack him across the face becuz hes of a different race hahaha...hmm ne ways i hve to work tomorrow and then float shit is happening :(, im so not ready for hc ugh!!! but im ready to party it up baby. Friday night was the football game and we lost BADLY wow lol. Driving is goin ok im becoming a pro hehe...Welp grades...hmmm not so great in physics lets just say if i dont raise it my parents r gonna take me outta like EVERYTHING...So now im ready to tell u that im ready for a bf...i didnt care very much but winter is bf time for every1 and it makes me sad seeing couples together :( but o well its never gonna be my turn....Jason got bumped up to varsity WOOT WOOT but his bro is hurt :'(...i hella about to get a digital camera so i can take pics of everywhere i go...my mom took pics of us tonite its cute ill put em up on here tomorrow :)...i hella need to go to the mall i feel deprived and lonely like i havent been there in 4ever its been 4 WEEKSSS!!! aaaaahhhh!!!i want pink short uggs hehe!! omg!! i saw like 6 brand new celicas tonite and they were lined up in a row they were beautiful!!...but there is one joy in my life who is keeping me all together and yes he will be here in 5 days, can u all guess who he is? yes thats right my TRAV!!! yay im sooo stoked i cant wait!!! so float is looking like shit just to tell u and ya cheer is ok....sum1 special started to talk to me again :-D yay hehe!! o and j-panduhh is awesome i love u man haha ur seriously like one of my favorite buddies i can not stress that enuff haha...i love u all tho so dont worry hehe!!! except for gay ppl who like to write bullshit mean stuff in my journal way to be cool man leave some more annoymous bullcrap k? even tho ill just delete it after cuz i dont care to hear wut mean shit u have to say about me but ya enuff of my pointless rambling i will let u go with sum last kind words....LETS GET RETARED IN HERE!!! PAYCE FOOLS HAHAHA!!!
All i have to say is fat ladies who like to put on shows for broadways and are bossing around sophomores telling them they suck when there just there for fun and dont have to be there suck ass cuz seriously no stupid ass lady is gonna sit there and yell at me and scold me wen i dont even have to be in float!!!! thank you very much thats all i have to say for now folks Payce!!!